HEART and MIND

one tells me to open up
and follow ur dreams
the other one yells at me
to hold back and play safe

first one is none other than my HEART
which tells me to
live every second of life

second one is my MIND
which tells to
plan and live for tomorrow

WHOM should i follow to
light up the hopes of
mine and my kin!!!!

IS FATE PROGRAMMED OR ........................

I am quite perplexed about thing called " fate " and still wonder what is my destiny.

cant put my mind against a COSMIC CONSPIRACY which is nothing but my fate because i never asked for a life in this world!! it happened itself

Rather i dont want to beleive on it!!

life appears like a EXECUTABLE file for me!
whose source code is hidden from us!

what i am telling is that " fate is like a computer program with lot of if-else conditions and determines our ups and downs in life

Let me ellaborate on this

consider i am going to take a decision like tomorrow onwards i am not going to work and going to sit idle and just roam around here and there!! what will be my end then i will starve to death !! and that will be a really bad end!!

now consider the opposite thing like i start to work very hard !! gain knowledge !!make freinds and doing everything to my level best . then the story will be really different

So the point is that fate, which is nothing but a program got many if-loops which explains that if u do this and satisfy a condtion then u can be comfortable and else if u do that then u could be in a real bad condition!! and it goes on

The fun and thrill is that we are unaware of the outcome of our efforts !! that is the source code of fate is hidden from us!! we dont know about the end !we even dont know tomorrow !!

let us dream big for a life time
but live every moment of this day !!!

fate is a myth we can shake it around with sheer WILL and ACTIONS !!!!

damn dull season !!!!

i am going through a bad time altogether
a freind of mine all of sudden told me she is
no longer interested in a freindship with me!!!
dont know what went wrong !!
i can't figure out anything !!
which forced me to write something like this !!!!

freind lost

i got a freind who was a treasure
and i beacame the richest!!!
i never hold it tight
because the treasure was mine already!!

i was proud and sound
over my prestige possesion
life was full of bliss
not even a single dull moment

but as a storm in calm sea
all of a sudden ur words came up
which thundered like a cyclone
and hit me like a whirlwind

i wish to call u now !!
and tell u how a good freind u are for me
and how much pain i am in
as u said those words

u are leaving me in despair
which i am not even a single cause
u broke my heart
and u brought me down

her in this darkness i am straying
wish that i could still hang on
as a simple soul !!!
right behind u!!!

u made me to write all this
all rubbish let me call it
i am lost in the wild woods
and i will be keep on writing!!!

so u may see my tears
and feel my pain !!!!
that may make u think
think once again!!!!

this time will go
this days will pass by
even the words u said!!!
but not u idiot!!!

u made me to think
think what is wrong in me
that take u away
from my freindship

u wont understand as u never felt it
one day will come
the day when u realize
what the feeling which i am going through

u keep going u sweet stupid
u ruined my confidence!!
u took away the life from my days!!
and foremost u took away the smile from my lips!!

LOST LOVE !!!!

well what to say
i think this is a dull season
because where ever i turn up i hear sad stories
now my new post is dedicated for my freind
he was down for a while because his lady love got engaged to some one !!!
so i wrote this to chear him up !!!!

LOST LOVE !!!!!

"let her be the most beautiful flower in ur garden
so that u can cherish her in every second of ur life
let the bee come and have her honey
let wind carry her fragrance around
u can be proud that u never went near her
as u felt very high about her virtues
and thought u can never match her beauty
let ur love be the strength that would make
GOD to save her from any danger!!!!


let ur prayers be with her
let ur love be with her
very far as she goes on her solitary path
wish that a day would come
the day ur path may cross with her's
let it be ur new birthday
then u will take birth
and take a dip in her long lost love!!!



harder u try to hold her
faster she gets away from u
so passionate u feel about her but
so desparate u grew
but then freind this is love
the complicated word ever
when asked for an explanation
the painful feeling ever
when denied!!!! "