Waiting for J's letter- since 15 days

 J,

I miss ur letters re..its been 15 days u said its time to go and no letter after that.

I know u r busy with work..but i keep checking blog daily once i wake up.

U used to say..u will keep writing and posting stories if i go no matter what ..i see or not..

hmm...i really wish u would persuade me again(was happy wen u said that)

i m sorry for whatever i told u today about past especially.. J, i m not diff re to love without expectation..i m human . I am in terrible pain..i m giving u also the pain.

i am ready to go through all the hustles to spend some time(i know its in hours) with u re. 

As said i will ask u daily 'will u take me home?' , our home-chinna ellu...

Not sure the day will come before i day.

hope you will write to me soon..

Waiting

R