Letter to some one 6/7/24

 My offering 

There is a story in bible . It is called the old widow’s offering and it goes like this.. 

Jesus sat down opposite the place where the offerings were put and watched the crowd putting their money into the temple treasury. Many rich people threw in large amounts. 42 But a poor widow came and put in two very small copper coins, worth only a few cents.

43 Calling his disciples to him, Jesus said, “Truly I tell you, this poor widow has put more into the treasury than all the others. 44 They all gave out of their wealth; but she, out of her poverty, put in everything—all she had to live on.”

 

You may think I am taking non sense.

 But I am like that widow my dear, I am trying to offer what I have for you from my current circumstances, I don’t want to hurt anyone . I am done doing that . 

What I offer may not be enough or even will satisfy you hunger for love but I am giving what I can ..

To answer your question to love you and put you as first , I am not worthy to be your true love .. I am not that person I guess 

All I have is unavailability, no updates and no communication. Other priorities. 

But I am trying dear again , everyday …. but it is just that I make all wrong moves and hurting you again 

May be you should ghost me … atleast you will be in peace .. cause I am not going anywhere .. 

I said some one cause day after day that is what I am becoming I guess 

I don’t know what to say 

J