Letter to BM 1/8/23

 Hi laddu 

Thank you for your patience . I am looking forward to the day I am gonna meet you again . There are many things I want to tell but let me focus on one thing . 

I dont know whether to feel happy or concerned about all the effort you putting you in . Those efforts at some point ( it seems) making you think , what is the whole point of all this effort if I cannot win the trophy . That thought putting you in loop and daily you or me getting into some kind of arguements. I have no suggestions towards as I know I am the reason for your state . 

Thanks you again , love 

J