damn dull season !!!!

i am going through a bad time altogether
a freind of mine all of sudden told me she is
no longer interested in a freindship with me!!!
dont know what went wrong !!
i can't figure out anything !!
which forced me to write something like this !!!!

freind lost

i got a freind who was a treasure
and i beacame the richest!!!
i never hold it tight
because the treasure was mine already!!

i was proud and sound
over my prestige possesion
life was full of bliss
not even a single dull moment

but as a storm in calm sea
all of a sudden ur words came up
which thundered like a cyclone
and hit me like a whirlwind

i wish to call u now !!
and tell u how a good freind u are for me
and how much pain i am in
as u said those words

u are leaving me in despair
which i am not even a single cause
u broke my heart
and u brought me down

her in this darkness i am straying
wish that i could still hang on
as a simple soul !!!
right behind u!!!

u made me to write all this
all rubbish let me call it
i am lost in the wild woods
and i will be keep on writing!!!

so u may see my tears
and feel my pain !!!!
that may make u think
think once again!!!!

this time will go
this days will pass by
even the words u said!!!
but not u idiot!!!

u made me to think
think what is wrong in me
that take u away
from my freindship

u wont understand as u never felt it
one day will come
the day when u realize
what the feeling which i am going through

u keep going u sweet stupid
u ruined my confidence!!
u took away the life from my days!!
and foremost u took away the smile from my lips!!