Letter to Laddu 3/6/2024

 Hi Laddu 

i managed to stay away from 3 AM to 9 PM . will go to sleep in another few Minutes. Felt good talking to you today . felt like ages. good to see your smile and seeing you in screen. you looked good in the stockings. for tomorrow , i know your stuff is still not unpacked yet. if it is done then please wear the pink top with black skirt . i still cant forget seeing you on this last time. 

other wise i am still all confused and busy with the changes. trying to get used to one thing at a time. 

you might think how i can manage this so easily or how i am not having the same agony as you. i dont know may be i dont want to think much about it. 

later half of the day was busy roaming around for stuff for house. bought carpets and other stuff. Fonz made dinner. 

Saw the stories, i also miss your warmth and hugs. i just dont want to think about it as i might loose myself. i am blocking such thoughts literally but it comes to me often. Your stories are such a relief. please keep posting something . Glad to see Jr in new school uniform . Hope she will make some new friends soon. 

as i said M might go to office but Fonz will be mostly home and he have two exams to finish. On the day when he goes for exam we may connect for VC ( i dont know , May be tomorrow also possible, depends). but i think it depends on my schedule with CBRE** in the coming days. will let you know. i am looking forward to it. until then please apply caution. the table and my monitor is visible from the door now. Need to find some way to manage it. 

I saw your login attempt was blocked and was asking for prompt to confirm at my end. you may try tomorrow and i can authenticate it. 

Will go sleep now 

Love you always 

My kanmani 

Pagal 

Ummah 

Love 

J