Letter to Jaanu 25th May 24

 Nanna Bhartha,

I m lying on bed and all 4 days flashing by, in a trance state maybe..mixed feelings re.. remembering all the moments i get smile.. thinking why didn't i meet u 2 years before makes my eyes wet. The way u asked me twice 'jaana hai kya? Jaana tho nahi hai but option nahi hai..

No confusion on who am i now after my J put the ring on my hand on 24 May 2024. In whatever form i m his bharya..that is my truth with respect to u..u r my soulmate (bestie, p on bed, lover, bhartha). U asked me u might not be available always and will i  the patience to wait.. ofcourse i ll wait..wait for u to come and hold me ,make love with me..

U asked me u ve any speech yesterday..no speech but wanna make few promises:7 phere ka 7 vachan...:

1. All the intimacies physical, emotional, intellectual, spiritual, social i will have with u fully like 100,% till the end.

2. U ll be the 1st person to know about all big things happening with me and u will be the one i would approach when i need something. And i want me to be the 1st one u should call when u r in ur worst ya pain 

3. I could see joy in ur eyes re..the happiness i could witness atleast few times in real.. thankful..and feel so happy that i m the reason for that happiness..as a bharya i wanna see u growing..be parr of it and stay there during ur thick and thin.

4. I wanna take care of u always and support u..be it in small opportunity i get( like ordering poli for u and keeps it in ur bag for u to eat during travel).

5. I will try my best not to bother (pareshan karna) u kabhi..

6. Wanna shower endless love and l*st with small occasions ya opportunities i get with u..

7. Just wanna stay as urs forever

Yest this time u were chipake the mere saath...next week by this time u ll be in UK... i ve these 5 days only until u come back .

I m sleepy now.

Good night J