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Tuesday, May 14, 2024

Letter to BM 15/5/24

 Morning B

Next week this time you will be in my arms . 

posted by enjoyinlife at 9:38 PM

9 Comments:

  • Yes even i was thinking the same since morning. Missing my bharta terribly from Mon.
    I was wondering is it bcoz of work ya u prepping mind for withdrawal that would happen eventually pata nahi..all i know is i am not able to call u wen i want, have chai with u like before..ya see u while u go to kitchen cooking ya eating on that high chair.. have been waiting since morning from 2 hours just to see u...didnt had my chai also yet..

    in between once u can call(VC) for 5 mins right just to say good morning? whole night i will be like wen it will pass so i can see u in the morning..atleast next 2 weeks until u r gone?
    i know this is how life will be going forward..

    now u called for a min and spoke about work 30 secs(call time with P), asked me wat am i doing..wen i say nothing means i didnt wanted to tell as i m just crying since morning..
    u didnt ask again wen i said nothing.

    Jan 2023 flashing by, i need to enjoy my own company and be happy with myself..expectation, circumstances hurts..u asked me na yest missing someone and they not available is like physical pain..yes i am going through it again after 4 months..


    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 1:20 AM  

  • I was on calls since morning . Anyways , I don’t want to defend . You are my priority and you already know it .
    I don’t want to bring any flashbacks to you or any pain of waiting . It is what it is , we agreed on it . I wish you have learnt from your experiences and can manage rather than don’t going into an empty zone .
    I am not talking or acting like AC here . It is a common sense to do considering our situation.
    I am just trying to say you are precious to me and to keep you as my precious and to be in position for future adventure I need to work hard more .. but saying that I am not ignoring you , I was lost in my thoughts and actions and may be didn’t respond the way you want . I wish you could just tell me how I need to align .
    Communicate more rather than saying anything . Try to tease or seduce me rather than going into your zone . I will do the same ..

    By Anonymous J, at 2:59 AM  

  • I had a great time buying your gifts. thanks for company and I enjoyed it.

    had another great day with you.


    It was my bad that I couldn't find much time with you in the morning . will take care of it next time.

    By Anonymous j, at 1:42 PM  

  • Sorry dear for whatever way i reacted from morning...may be i m taking time to accept the fact and hard reality ahead.. work is priority..u need to focus
    .i ll ask wat I want next time.

    Thank you for wonderful gift and all the efforts..loved the design..

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 2:26 PM  

  • U said pyaar kab kisise kaise ho jata hai pata nahi and i got to experience it in organic way with u..v had no reasons to get bound..like with M it was a proposal i got , check looks, compatibility and accept ya reject it.. eventually u hate and connect with the person in marriage...but u gave me having crush, dating, courting, butterflies, heartbeat raise, bf experience in organic way..now enjoying bharta experience though virtually...more than anything u r my bestie with whom i can be the way i m and show my true self

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 2:35 PM  

  • I didn't wanted to explore any chi chi with u..hate came 1st then i submitted myself poora and didn't hold back..
    But in this journey i got to experience best chi chi of my life...best connection i could feel with one.so deep in all aspects and intimacy level..glad this happened in whatever way and having it's own consequences..but no regret..so ur bharya will stay forever 💖

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 2:39 PM  

  • Please always think that we are in this journey together and we both miss each other times . Please be gentle on your self on those getting lost parts .. please communicate how you feel often what you experiencing . If you can’t manage please let me know what you ar expecting . I am dumb and may be need this nudge from you . Please understand.

    By Anonymous J, at 5:47 PM  

  • I want to stay re , what ever way possible . Even if less contact I want to enjoy your company . So please take it easy my dear , don’t let your emotions overcome you . Please tell yourself that you have seen worst and that even though inevitable the emotions need to be experienced, please come out of it . You are all by yourself and I don’t want you to struggle and think that you are not a priority any more . Please ..
    I will be just a msg or a blog post away . I know it could be unbearable at times . But it is what it is dear ..

    By Anonymous J, at 5:51 PM  

  • You are my fantasy and my destiny…
    I always wished for a company like you . With you it is always a spring there is always butterflies and flowers and stars around me . You are the most precious gift I got in my life . Thank you

    By Anonymous J, at 5:54 PM  

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