Letter to BM 9/5/2024

 Hey Laddu 

I can see that Kofax project is getting into a track now as all the teams are now onboarded and have all the parties engaged. I can see NP is running at times like a lost person and may need to step in bit deeper to keep the ship right. he dont have the tech or even PM skills which just surprise me. next time I am not going ahead with just the CV but ask basic PM questions to make sure how they approach to solve a problem. but the guy got some earnestness and I guess he will improve eventually but then the project will be finished already. 

I dont do the above often as in judge a person but then this is professional judgement and not personal hence as part of my role I need to do this and do this more often as in when giving feedback. speaking of which ,I guess I need to take that as a good opportunity for practice and give a very direct one. hmm.. let me see how that goes if I get the opportunity. I would recommend you better go with P as he is sweet and give you a better feedback than me. I have a vibe that he is also a scorpio. I also like the joker character from Batmen especially the one played by late Heath ledger shown in P's DP. 

I got to know from H that the pregnancy incident was a false alarm and it was just a physical condition. doctor gave some medicine and it went back to normal ( periods commenced) . I dont know whether what he told is right. but then the final version is " All is well" . No issues. 

I am getting  this cold/No responses from the HR team at CBRE*& . I am just thinking may be they will withdraw the offer so that I can stay here. i will just wait for their response. any way I will go there since June and see how it unfolds. 

I am feeling more and more crazy being around you these days. I wonder I might have some withdrawal symptoms if this stops( read with limits) in June. will I be able to manage it then. I am saying yes to me for now. will see when it come to that. 

chalo , i will get some sleep 

Love 

J