Letters to Jaanu 31st May 2024

Hey JAANU ,

New month started with new subscription (friend) and the way bharya subscription ended wasn't good.

Dear J,

I AM SORRY for whatever happened today and putting u in that position..i really didn't knew u aren't comfortable for vc in public as in these 4 months v spoke in vc in public many times..and baba please say No to me if u r not ok. 

Hope u liked the memorable ppt i made. It was our beautiful journey together in these 2 months as GF BF, bharya bhartha ❤️ Don't feel bad kano bharya bhartha mein chote mote jagda ho jaata hai but the thing is my soft J se i wasn't expecting harsh words and tone so R is shattered.

From yest night i was feeling a part of mine will be gone..its been close to 130 days(jan 22 se) v r talking to each other daily and from 100 days seeing each other..

J, i know dear u working hard so u can enjoy the world with me.. J wat i say wen u don't prioritise me is v don't live with the moments kabhi kabhi like working hard for future endeavours where v loose ourselves in the present...so balance karna padta hai and today work was imp i agree..

J please never compare wat each other did for each other re kabhi ...feels like a favour ya making adjustments for each other... Jo bhi karte hai ek dusre ke liye should be mann se and kabhi bhi batana nahi.. sorry if ever i made u feel u r not doin enough..u were going to justification mode ..

My jaaanu please take care of your health.. its been hectic from few days..sleep eat exercise, enjoy with all...jips with diarrhea miracle baby hopes gone...

Its long flight for u..12 hours...i ws wishing kaash hum dono were traveling together..

Last week was dancing with u in bllr and was time to leave..its been a week u left.. just 1 week alredy feeling like a month...J one more thing I wanted to say wat u said yest wen P departed ur soul also died with guilt .. even AC in guilt all his life.. guilt feel karne se kuch nahi hoga re..few things already written in destiny cant be changed...

I want my J to be happy forever..hope amma gets saree by tmrw...i wanted it there while u were home.. please share pic once amma receive it.hope she likes it .

Tmrw is p bday, my stupid J..i never thought a guy who holds b , lift me up in public, kills in public itna PDA oriented hai tho not comfartable with VC wen people around...i ll try not make u uncomfortable ever..

See u soon.. ur shakuntala ll be waiting with the ring..

Lots of kills and hates,.

Good night J 

Bharya😍