Letter to B 25/3/2024

Happy Holi , hope you had a good break .. 

Was happy to see you in colors and I could only wish to put some color on you. Can save it for some other day. 

I was keeping myself busy. Had things coming back to me which I had to push to others production issues, financials , leadership meeting. S spoke to me in one of the meetings and even helped me with something . was happy about that interaction. 

you asked me did I missed you. yeah I was bit not comfortable that you are not accessible and I didn't like it. I would prefer to pick the phone and chat/call you when I want to. I dont like this restricted access and I want to give you the same. Just look out for each other when there is something to share or talk. 

I am looking forward to that day we can level up and be on a comfortable zone that our conversations can happen as we wish. I would prefer that than anything else. 

I know that life will take in different direction soon and may be I can move around for another 10 years ( as I please ) will be old soon , I dont know in this 10 years how may times I will get to see you. but at least we can be connected virtually I believe. As I said what ever I feel for ( hate, missing), I want to use it for making myself better. 

ok , I dont want to think too much for now