letter to B 19 Mar 24

 Hey B 

I had a wonderful day today. with you everyday seems to be exhilarating. I ask for a chocolate drop and you gives me a Chocolate Milk Shake ( I mean you just give it all) . So when I asked to see you in something , you took it to the next level. The Yellow colour and song background and the tease all was way more than what I asked for. Such wonderful moments and experience. you make me feel lucky by amplifying just small things and bringing in a whole new fun thrill level to it . Thank you for it .

And you didnt stop there, you went on . I just wanted to stop what I was doing wanted to enjoy the show you were putting on. I never thought you could be this fun. I am unwrapping a layer of you each day and it seems like there are many more layers and shades of you. 

and I know I talk about, will you stick with me or will drift away talks. you know why I asked it ? cause what i am experiencing is too good to be true and they say "sometimes Good things stay only for a short while" . 

But Anyways, I will just look at the positive side and enjoy the moment. I will pray everyday that tomorrow will be the same with you. I will take it one day at a time or one trip at a time to be yours. 

I did asked you stupid questions and made you uncomfortable. I will work on it. 

My request to you is please never think that I have any agenda or I am judging you with my questions. sometimes my questions will be spontaneous and even I may not think the impact of it on you. May be I am just doing it to just keep our conversation going. so yeah, let me take care of it. 

may be if you are not ready with an answer to certain question then I will let you pause and come back later on it and may be I need to do the same. sometimes it is difficult to put in words what you are actually thinking . I mean this can be applied to certain questions, not all. 

I guess , this is going to my routine moving forward. write a journal to you about my day or what I wanted to share with you or what I wanted to do with you . I wish I could tell you everything so that you know that you are there with me always , every turn I make, every view I see , every moment where I missed you. 

Hate you 

Nyt Nyt