PAGAL

16 March : The Tattoo , oh man

Note: this is not a scolding but my gratitude anthem... 

You are a crazy, absolute bonkers

You redefine the word "Pagal"

or you  embody the truest form of it 

how you could commit like this 

I am dumbstruck you idiot.  

I know you did it for yourself 

but it gave me bloody goosebumps 

I thought I have seen it all 

but dear you take it to another level 

And I dont even know how to react 

I am still trying to catch my breath 

for the warmth and affection you already giving me 

I am getting drenched on your love and affection 

but dear , you still keep pouring and I might drown

I really want you now 

or may be need you now 

come here you stupid 

let me hold you and tell you 

that you are a my stupid Pagal 

and when I do that my hands might tremble 

I might loose my voice and I might tear up 

I may want to touch you but I might freeze, thinking

what I even did to deserve your affection

so then,  please help and hold me closer

we are not meant to be together 

but I think even if we are together 

you may not express yourself affection to me like this

and in return  I only have my prayers and words like these

so my Pagal I cannot but me grateful 

I learned that you can love someone deeply truely 

but then there is you pagal showing me 

that you can love some one as stupid as me 

with so much passion , so much energy 

without even expecting anything 

it is as if you are so rich and so elite in love 

that you just giving away your love to me 

how could you just that idiot 

No one do that , you are insane 

do you even know what you are doing 

when I was young I thought 

I cannot win the heart of a beauty like you 

cause I thought I dont deserve it due to my defects 

but girl, you are giving me what missed 

and giving it for my entire life time ( in just past few days) 

Dont get me addicted and intoxicated on this 

I wish and pray to almighty that I could have this affection 

even a small portion will be enough to satisfy me

you girl , you are a Pagal , Stay the same. 

My Pagal , hate you