Letter to B 22/3/2024

I need to write down when things are in my head, I just forget it sometimes. 

was watching a reel and it says 

" Hate is a trap , you may not be able to resist it. 

   sometimes you may hate someone who can never be yours

  you may have to learn to let their life for anybody or with any one

  but you get a single bit of hate from them you will be happy from that" 

Your hate my dear it is unreal , I think it will take some time for it to sink on me. 

It is like a miracle which I am yet not able to believe is true

so when I am not able to put my thoughts about you in words

please forgive me 

I am bit on mixed thoughts with the interview outcome. 

and ended up writing a follow up email to the hiring manager 

yeah I did that. 

meeting H was good. it was short but kinda pulled his leg alot. 

I think you should have planned to stay the whole week . 

anyway it is fine. 

another few more days wait... 

B , Are you feeling the affection and hate the same way you expect from me

Am I respecting and providing enough goose bumps you earn for 

Is this experience you just manifesting yourself , will I ever be able to make myself worthy for your hate