letter to BM 5/6/2024

 Hey Laddu 

M never looked at me the way you look at me every time. 

She was never was crazy about me the way you are.

the affection i am experiencing from you is completely different. 

I was the one who was putting efforts with M 

i used to write paragraphs , make effort to connect and talk 

But my love it is different with you . 

you my dear is just ready to spend the whole day with me 

Me and M never talked much . it was very rare. it is usually my radio 

which i always on. i talk and talk . she rarely speaks 

but dear we are just interrupting each other to finish and tell our stories for the day 

and again i couldn't connect with M the way i connected with you as our cultures were different . 

even Chi Chi, yes it was just me asking and asking in the chats 

but you could never see M as initiative as me 

with you i dont even have to ask anything 

you are there to tease me everytime 

i still dont know much things about M, i only know things she told 

But with you we talk all kind of stuff , very deep stuff. M dont do that 

even the details about me which you know M never will know. 

the passion which i have seen in you , the joy of life i enjoy when i am with you 

i never experienced that with M ,