Letter to BM 6/6/2024

Hey laddu 

I am not sure why you were saying about divorce and all.

Is it becoming too tough and draining for you ?

i don't know what to say other than listen to what you are saying. 

As i said i just that wish that you could stay 

i have nothing to offer other than two deaf ears to listen to you. 

saw your pic today morning as bharya and in the evening it is divorce. 

such a contrast 

you say i take you for granted but it is far from the truth 

i consider you as my own. May be sometimes i get distracted due to my circumstances

i am not sure what i am doing with this two job thing. 

and also i am interviewing for oracle 

i just want to give it a try not sure about the outcome. 

I guess i have a plan to keep both the jobs until August

After that it might get difficult i guess. i need to make a choice by then 

i am on a train going back home and thought i could use the time to write this. 

i managed to finish almost all the shorter trainings. however, the longer ones i think i can work on it tomorrow. 

Hi Laddu

i would assume that my boss wont come in tomorrow also and i might work from home. Even if he ask me i might say 

i will work from home or go to the office which i went yesterday as i find using washroom and all bit difficult. 

 

i also don't know when you say you want to be with me forever and all 

i don't know what to say re. i will let you find your peace. 

i will be always around. i dont know whether i can demand that i want you to be around too. 

cause i think it could be very selfish of me for being away and still ask for your company 

i dont know , what ever i say will make you think negative i guess

better let me keep mouth shut. 

SO yeah divorce it is then.. i may need to accept it. 

But i will keep writing , posting stories ( until you block me)  as you said like a devadas. 

i am the only Asian in the CBRE team . all are locals or you know not Asians.

At times i find myself a bit odd one out. 

Thank you for your love 

Love 

J