Letter to BM 8/6/2024

 Hi Laddu

conversations with M and some reflections

M was saying she got UTI cause i was using my saliva during our last weekend session. 

i then said i will not touch it again then and you might get spider webs down there. 

while having dinner( Fonz made spaghetti pasta, boy is a wonderful cook) she 

was asking about my driving license conversion and i said i am working on it.

she was like when, you are just postponing things etc etc. i find it irritating 

and felt urge to give a nasty comment like mind your business or something 

then i kept quiet. it is better to keep quiet i guess rather than showing irritation. 

i mean also there is nothing to get irritated it was genuine question, may be the way 

she asked could have been nicer than an interrogation tone. 

i dont know may be with you in the airport or in the train in the morning i should have 

applied some caution. i was not thinking right or i was in confusion on what i need to do.

i may have to say sorry my entire life time for that and what i made you to go through now. 

i will get some sleep and may be wake up early in the morning to finish some work 

Hate you 

J