Letter to BM 12/6/2024

 Dear R 

are you feeling ok. how is your chest. can you eat some proper food or please make sure it is acidity or something like that.  please take care of yourself for me. 

i was in a hurry today morning and i didnt mean to talk to you in that tone. I am sorry again how it turned out. Next time i will definitely call it code red and then talk to you about it later. there is no point in getting in these uncomfortable zones. 

M told me she will be able to work from home. so may be plan for chi chi wont work. Need to wait for friday, but F might be home. but let me find a way. Also depends on office plan . 

i dont know i bit on the D side or mode may be due to stress, usually it happens to me. i am trying to do something to crazy to divert my mind from being stressed. but i think i need to control it cause it might create some new patterns which is not healthy. patterns as in too much D engagement. let me enjoy it in limits. 

i will try to catch up some work. 

will update further later 

Hate you 

J