Letter to BM 29/4/2024
Hi Laddu
I was acting crazy to give you an outdoor freshow. It was crazy. I was thinking , does it even suit my age what am I doing. but then I dont give a shit. I want to just do what I feel like doing and I have some one who seems to enjoy my madness . you share the same energy levels so why should I hold back. I couldnt but notice your back line re ( not for the firs time). it was such a view.
cycling was fun, first time I am going this far in my place. while on the way back I was chased by stray dogs, but it was ok . I may stick to this rather than going to the Gym . It will be hot at that time too.
bank account everything will be settle by this week probably. I can start using Gpay and all by this week probably and stick to using one phone. bank manager (lady) looking at me saying , what is your age, hmm may be 35 you must think about retirement plans and all. I kinda felt like laughing but I kept quiet.. haha
thanks for the gift, you MIL liked it and also my aunt. it will be the centre piece of the prayer area now.
It is such a joy to see you go crazy and make me crazy while we are at our place. I want to talk and make you excited while we are at it.
was getting stuffed by you for past few days now I am getting stuffed by Mom. I wanted to skip dinner but I eventually ate it to.. had some fruits and Milk porridge.
hope you are having a good time with your Niece. you dont have to have another girl baby she is already there. your wish is already answered. Also I am looking forward to you skipping your diarheah and have a baby by yourself. all the best. :) .. speaking of which I need to call santhosh as ask what is going on. oh boy , I forgot about him.
looking forward to the drive on Wednesday. may be we will skip KK and may only drive up to the ghats.
I go sleep now.
Nyt Nyt R
hate and lot of hugs
J
13 Comments:
I m posting my emotions today after our conversation
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Anonymous, at 3:51 PM
Maybe we shouldn't talk about chi chi with M while we r going to our place... sorry dear i m not liking this part of mine...i shouldn't think so ..but it is wat it is ..u said after going to new house 1st thing is make love to M at all place...just felt wat u said for our 4.0 (do at all place)..i feel i m just another girl whom u can make love to when get the opportunity
I know dear u clearly told this is something extra v doing apart from our Ms..they r our priority...i know u should...but my be mere liye u r priority (i m shayad happy that M came late today so i could spend extra 1..1.5 hours with u)..
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Anonymous, at 3:51 PM
Nahi re its ok...just feel bad at times i won't get those opportunities being with u all the time and make love whenever and wherever i want at home ... sorry my bad..but i wanted u to know
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Anonymous, at 4:17 PM
And you are not just a girl I want to make love to
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Anonymous, at 4:17 PM
And all i was thinking was if I go to UK I won't get to spend time like this
We were thinking just the same dear
Please don't think other wise
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Anonymous, at 4:18 PM
You are precious and special for me .. it is 100% I have for you
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Anonymous, at 4:18 PM
U said after jr grows up will have lots of time but i m not the same R dear ...now itself i m not... thoda impact tho hua hai in feelings
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Anonymous, at 4:19 PM
In my own world hi sahi i think i m ur wife...today whole day i felt so good...i was like yes amma saw me, she ate wat i made, she liked the gift i got and took it...pagal jaise i was thinking as DIL i don't know why
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Anonymous, at 4:22 PM
R I will let you experience whatever you want as you already said it is your wish . I was just making a comment dear .. an observation.. May be irrelevant, I know now
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Anonymous, at 4:22 PM
I m pagal re find happiness in chote chote things always...u said ma why i had to come all the way till airport in the afternoon with thag leg..its bcoz to see that joy in ur eyes ..ignore me and my drama at times ...
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Anonymous, at 4:23 PM
Maybe yes...else i should learn to accept the fact and reality Than being dramatic
But mera bhi feelings hai na J..i hate u and desire to have u but that's not possible this life.. sometimes it comes out re
Pls forgive me J, As agreed we can only in whatever possible way be together
I will stick to it and wait .Just that sometimes emotion burts ho jata hai
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Anonymous, at 4:26 PM
Thank God for creative free show today, i enjoyed..it was fun watching u
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Anonymous, at 4:30 PM
I am sorry that I am talking non sense especially not thinking about your state of mind . I always say I will Improve on it . But it is not happening. May be I am bit trying enough or i am just plain stupid.
My apologies again .I don't want to talk much negative . Let me stop
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J, at 11:02 PM
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