Letter to BM 23/4/24

 Hey Laddu

I was having a crazy thought. I can still cancel the plan of moving. I just need to say that my BG check didnt go through. By doing that I could set a precedent that I may not be able to find a job there ever and hence dont need to go there at all.  . that could be a crazy thing to do. that must be against all the prayers all had for me. touchwood , let me not think in that way. 

I am planning to extend my stay until Mid June if possible. By doing that I can extend my work until End June. 2 weeks may be remote . that could be possible I believe. Need to check with CK on this possibility next week. Any way I will revise my joint date from June 3. 

I dont know what I am thinking. anyways I need to focus more on the project need to complete most of the items by May. 

I am getting turned even little gestures of yours which I dont know why. I need to be careful about it. 

I am excited for the next few days. I never travelled to a place where there was no one waiting to receive me. May be only when I come back to here from home otherwise there will be always some one waiting for me at the Exit or I will eventually meet them soon. Anyways this time I will wait for you. As you said I will have new experiences in this journey with you. 

need to pack tomorrow. I dont know what I was doing for the past 1 hour. 

will sleep 

Hate and Hugs 

J