Letter to BM 17/4/2024

 Hey B 

I had to get up stand and think for like 15 mins whether I need to go to office or not. Then I made up my mind to go. whole day until a while ago I was thinking it was a Tuesday. 

R is stupid and crazy or may be I didnt ask her right questions about it. I am referring to the change before and after 4.0 . I should have been more vocal about it and cautioned you cause I been through the full journey. But I found you to be very confident when I heard your part . But then you were speaking based on an experience on a different level and was thinking it could apply else where. Pagal R. 

I tried to call R but he didnt answer. will try to call him tomorrow. 

applied for my leave for next week today. Not sure when I need to break my news of leaving to the Team. may be next week. I dont have a confirmation on the new Joining date yet. 

I hope you can recover by this week and improve by next week. M was asking when I am travelling. I didnt give much details. 

please help me check those CCNA details. 

I think I know one of the reasons why I am not excited about the new offer . The response from them is kinda slow and it is bit draining. Even now I am asking for revised joining date there is no response yet. it kinda takes away the interest and enthusiasm . Hiring experience I had before was much better. 

talking to you from office is not an easy thing. I cant keep my poker face for long. I am not sure I will manage this from my new place. Good luck to me. 

You eat bones like my grandpa. reminded me of him when I saw you while eating. Stupid

Nyt Nyt R 

I hope you will be just fine and whatever talks we had around seperation and consequences. I hope nothing of that sort could happen 

hates and hugs 

J