Letter to BM 13/4/24

 Hey B 

I am not getting used to the change in my routine and may forget about the bootcamp tomorrow. let me set a reminder. it appears to be very basic course. I need to complement the effort by doing some other ceritification around it to worth my time. I did proposed one to you and hope you can join to finish it together. 

you spoke about your aspiration/ambition to develop yourself as a fitness specialist. I Guess that could be a good Side Gig. I would envision you to be in a position similar the person who did interview to your current role. Now please dont tell me you lack confidence to drive yourself to engage with people. I take it , may be you are right. But you have other virtues. You dig deep, you take ownership and your delivery is excellent. i wont be able to find anyone more bold and daring as you based on my experience. you just need to focus on your strengths rather than your weakness ( which I would say you are just assuming). if you set your mind I am sure there is nothing which you cannot do. I am telling this from what I know about you since last year. So my darling, I want you to push on and dream big. If you dont have a dream let me give you one. you need to set me up as a "small house" (ok joking). So Aim high and go for it. and as you know You will always get what you wish for and work for. I will be around and will be pushing( no chi chi thoughts expected here, No, Dont) you to go higher.

About your any new adventures, as I said I might feel bad that I couldnt manage myself to be available as your BF. but having said that it wont stop me from being a conduit for getting what you want. I will be always your agent guy.

Dear, I do understand( learning everyday) what I am to you and how special I am for you. I am not comparing myself with anyone. If I do that I am doing injustice to your affection. Again that person is from your past and I dont have any concern on how you want to engage with him/her. I wish and pray that you make your peace with it soon. 

All set and I am looking forward to the next adventure. 

Nex time I will tell D and Jo that I was doing exactly the same thing they asked, with Bhb 2. 

Need to find new ways to verbally engage with you while we are at our place. I dont want the engagement to be in the same manner . Little bit variety might help. Let me explore on options.

Hates and Hugs

J